I’ve been writing so much more because, although I post things for myself with the awareness that there may be someone who reads it and can relate, its really not worth it knowing anything I post can be misinterpreted.
A lot of times that doesn’t matter, but right now, at this point in my life, it does.
There’s too much going on in my head that even I can’t properly decipher. There are too many contradictions and everything is so fickle.
I don’t know if I’m going through a process of acceptance or if I’m dwelling, so I try and write it out to maybe come to a conclusion. But do far I’ve come to nothing except inconclusiveness on what I deserve to feel.
Scorpio: This week, your world might feel so tangled, so wild, so full of knotted feelings and strange bright joys. It might feel great, it might catch you off guard, it might throw you off balance. It might help, as you navigate this week, to focus on being good to other people, to focus on being generous, to focus on being kind. Let your good feelings guide you. Watch all of your love moving out of you and moving back to you, watch the maps it can draw for you, watch the ways it can bind you to the world.